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[roetry]

I was in this relationship with a girl whom I'd known for a year. we were just cool friends. I left and went to a different school and we didn't see each other for a while. About 9 or 10 months later we started talking and decided we were going to meet each other the next day. Well, the same day it was kinda cold and looked liked it was going to rain so I stayed with her and waited for her bus and we hugged each other for i guess 25-35 minutes but it felt like forever cause we were so warm in each other's arms and I rubbing her back but anyway the bus came and I watched her get on and when I got home she called and asked if we were going to meet each other the next day I said yes and that was that. So, the next day we meet each other at a Subway restaurant and we have a good time then we walk to the bus stop. It's raining and we're under this umbrella and we hugged each other for a good while again. It's dark out and raining and we're hugging under this umbrella and then she steps a bit closer and puts her hands inside my jacket and leans her head on my left shoulder. I waited about 3 seconds and kissed her on her neck twice then stopped myself but almost at the same time she moved her hands up my back a little and stopped. Then I kissed her neck again and again then kissed her lower jaw then her cheek once then again but closer to her lips this time and then one more time right next to her lips then she raised her head slightly with her eyes closed and We began to kiss in the rain under the umbrella at night at a bus stop. Now I'm holding the umbrella in one hand and rubbing her back and losing myself in this kiss and she steps even closer and I feel her heart racing and my right leg starts shaking and I'm trying to focus on holding the umbrella but it's almost a lost cause because this kiss is so...just so...so good.....then we stopped. It's kinda cold anReal Loved it's raining and it's late and we're under this umbrella waiting for the bus we were just in this kiss then we stopped and she opens her eyes and the second she stared at me everything slowed way down to the point that it was happening but it wasn't. Like I know it's raining but it's not anymore. I know it's cold but this wind isn't here anymore and I'm staring back at her and she's breathing heavy and her hair is a little damp and she's in my arms and under this umbrella and I couldn't be happier anywhere else. I reach out and caress her face and she smiles the most gorgeous smile and I smile back and I place her head on my right shoulder and I hug her a little tight and I'm playing all this back in my head but it's all coming in too fast and it's overlapping and I just stop trying to think but can't and I'm just here and I don't want to be any other place or in nobody else's face but hers. Then I felt like we were dancing extremely slow but we weren't taking any steps we're just swaying left to right so very slow and then I look to my right and I see her head down and I want to see her face again I want to have that taste again and I kiss her on her ear this time and then she puts her hands in my shirt and grasps my back and I'm working myself off her ear and to her cheek and to her lips and this time was even better cause I knew what to feel and I felt more ready and I placed my hand up her shirt and rubbed her back and try to keep hold of that umbrella cause it is raining and cold and dark out and we continue to kiss in the most unimaginable way and I ease my hand down her pants and grab hold of her rear and try to hold that umbrella and we're still kissing and she moves her hands up my back to the top of my shoulders and clutches them tightly and now we are so close that her heart feels like mine I rubbing her behind and we're both shaking a little and our tongues are enveloped in each other's taste of love and damn it taste so good and I feel so at ease with everything that was stressing me before and I feel so good inside and she and I were inseparable it seemed and it's raining outside and a bit cold and it's late and that bus was taking it's good sweet old time but under that umbrella there was some heated passion driving all cares away and then the bus pulled up and we gathered ourselves and looked at the driver and she said "Are y'all gon get on or what" so we stepped up the first step and I closed the umbrella and we both just stand there for a second or two looking at the bus driver and she was looking at us like we were two lost fools and said "step up now?" and we hustled up the 2 other stairs put in our fare and sat near the back door. Silent. sitting on the bus and my stop comes up and I pull the wire to alert the driver and I lean in and kiss her cheek once more and whisper "I love you" and I get out the back door. I dash into my house sling off my wet clothes put on a t-shirt and my shorts and lay on my bed and wonder of my days event and here's what I think to myself: *WHAT did we just....okay....my friend...my friend and I go out....and...yeah we kissed...but friends don't kiss like that I know that....were we dancing....what's the feeling like something is.....moving through my arms and hands.....I never did that before.....that's my FRIEND....friend friend friend.....what the hell did I do.....I don't know but I'm as happy as I've ever been.....damn we kissed like we were married or something.....HOLY crpp I rubbed ++++!?!.....aw damn....I'm screwed....I can't believe that I!....ME....but SHE.....good god.....ooh I hope I didn't get her hair wet....damn her lip were so remarkable and boy was she all over me when I kissed her neck and all.....maybe that was her spot....WHAT AM I SAYING.....that's my friend....right.....I should call her,* and just then the phone rings. I answer the phone I say hello. She says hi. I smile so big cause I know it's her, which is odd cause I ALWAYS ask who's speaking, but I didn't this time. Then she said guess what? I said what? she said me too. I knew immediately she was talking about when I was on the bus and I said I love you so I got all tingly again and couldn't stop smiling. Thus started the conversation of what we just did. Everything was all better than anything I ever felt or thought of before. I mean if anyone asks anything about love they'd come to me cause that's all I'm about and what I stand for, but NEVER had I had the pleasure of feeling the way I felt as I had when I shared a kiss with a beautiful little angel that stood before me. Our conversation eventually led her up to asking me if I would consider being her boyfriend. I said well...I'd love to so yes.